mistletoes and pills

The moment I started to savour the joy of freedom from assignments and Christmas cheer, I caught cold, a very bad one which led to a super high fever the very next day. It went close to 39 degree Celsius and I was barely able to walk, talk or move a bit. I was basically lying on the bed like a dead body. Doctor said I had a very high fever which lead to the aching of the whole body and a very bad inflamed throat. Anyway, I'm feeling much better now. The fact that I'm able to blog explains that I'm doing good. I'm on medication right now. Bloody huge pills to swallow and I'm sounding very much sexy~ :P

I will miss several caroling sessions. I hated that! So so much! Hm.. As for now, I'm determined to keep myself healthy so that I'll heal faster to resume my Christmas joy with the others! That reminds me that I'll have to finish up my dissertation for complete freedom! :D

Talking about multitasking, I thought I was good at it which led to a conclusion that men multitask well too! However, I think I'll take that back for once. Went to the market this morning to grab some groceries as I'm craving for food after a whole day void of solid meal. While walking back to my car, I saw this man driving and he almost banged me! Gosh.. and to notice that he is carrying a baby on this left hand and talking on the phone on this right hand and the steering wheel was not attended! Total-screw-him-ly unmannered! Does he care about his baby or not?! Stupid fool! If he's less careful, he might just kill 3 souls. ME, the baby and himself! urgh!

I'm pretty much tight for these coming weeks. Taking a break from assignments, enjoying every bit of Christmas and practising and studying for my upcoming Scrabble tourney with RM7000 at stake! As for now, its resting time and Happy Holidays to everyone! Merry Christmas!

*resting = scrabble*

I have a plan

Bloody hell I'm blogging again..
I'm very very busy..
It's all because of procrastination...
and my insufficient concentration and motivation to work!
I'm being lazy...
Lost without inspiration and motivation...
I'm so in the mood for Christmas..
and the jolly good Holiday Season!
Not forgetting the Y.E.S!!
Blahh!! I hope I will be able to complete the work...
Patrik told me..
Promise myself to give priority to my assignments..
to honour those words...
to respect the things I promised myself...
don't hope but believe that I can!
and things will turn out good..
Gosh! I wish I have an extra pair of hands coz one aint enough!

I can't wait to see my Churchmates again!
I can't wait to go to Caroling...!
I can't wait for Christmas...!
I can't wait for Cameron...!
I can't wait for Cuti!

After all, it's just Interim Crit.. I'll chill.. zzzz

*I'm so gonna be dead Thursday! DOOMED! Anyone wanna RIP with me?*

Party till 5..


Penang trip canceled.. yea..

Party till 5.. make that AM and PM..

It's been a long weekend I would say. This weekend was a totally different weekend compared to any other weekend I had. Briefly, it was packed with itineraries of all sort - Caroling at the Old Folks home, orphanages, IKANO, sinful dinners at My Elephant and Fireman, breakfast at Raju's (crazy fried chicken is RM 5/pc and roti telur is RM 2.40/pc), late supper at Jinjang BKT, loosen myself in Poppy Garden till 3 a.m, and attended Kristie's teaparty in Damansara Perdana. Nevertheless, I spent extraordinary time with my close friends and churchmates and gotta to know them better and got closer.

I must highlight that I was really pissed but sympathetic at the same time when I was at the Old Folk's home in Cheras. The living room is facing a cemetery! What an eyesore.. what a view?! - esp for an old man/woman to view such a sight. *sigh* The kids were really nice and fun to play with.

It's running pretty late and my mind's getting a lil cranky. Many things happened - sweet or sour and a combination of both, but I'm still contented with what happened regardless what the consequences are. I do things I want to do and not be instructed on what to do. I have a life of my own and if one doesn't like my lifestyle then go fuck yourself! I don't give a damn.

Ditching assignments had been a hobby since. Getting some sleep and do CAD before tutorials.. hopefully I could wake up! geez.. Toodles!

*readers, please yourself visible*

i have some lameness underneath

Cornelius tickled me hysterically last night.. So I thought why not share the lameness to the world~

What is the STRONGEST animal?

*Answer to be posted in the next update...
*

she might appear meek but strong

Today is one of the least productive days I had as always. Started with a long sleep and a healthy breakfast, my laziness ate me up again. Later in the afternoon, I attended a seminar on colours by Denise Turner in college and it was seriously good! I was paying attention so futilely, I'm surprised! :D

Droplets of rain poured down harshly at about 5.30pm in the evening right after I reached home from college. I prayed so badly for the rain to stop but it didn't. And I was supposed to meet up with Joan for dinner at 6.30pm. Despite the rain, we went for dinner in Paramount Garden. So here's the thing; the gist of this post.

Joan ordered fish porridge while I ordered claypot chicken rice with extra salted fish. *yum* After we're bloated from the heavily-carb-ED meal, I saw this old lady making a living selling "Lor Bak", an assortment of deep fried meaty products with some special sauce. I just couldn't help myself to buy something from the poh poh. She look pretty meek and already touching 7 decades. I wonder if she is in pain because she's hunching with osteoporosis; a bad one mind you! And she reminds me of my late grandma. SO, I bloated myself even more with the otak-otak and fried meaty stuff I over-ordered and dragged Joan to eat with me. I just could not see an old person selling things. I will buy regardless of any products. Take it as a weakness but it's damn-it-ly true; I will buy. Hmm.. Aren't they suppose to enjoy life at this stage of life? Hmm.. I feel bad and sad for them. Where are their kids? How is she going to carry all those heavy stuff? Or wash the plates and utensils? Gosh! This is hurting me!

I am definitely not letting my mom being like this in the future! She'll get the luxury of life when she completely retires. Same thing applied to my dad. Hm.. I have to have a motivator to get my going in my assignments. Dang! Right after this slumber~ toodles!

*Can't wait for the shopping spree*

24.11.08










The morning sun tells a story,
rays of light so bright,
trying to make its way through the semi opaque curtains,
not a jolt nor a ring of sensation
could tell my soul, "it's a brand new day"

The morning sun tells another story,
it's time to start anew
trying to burn my spirit to jump off slumber
deep within my weak body
my soul wondered, "what happened yesterday?"

The morning sun tells yet another story,
it's time to remain in slumber
pondering what God's game plan
with a little jounce of vim
I covered my cold self, "it's time for rest"

*..headache..fever..sketches..dissertation..food..blogging..model..tired..sleepy..*

why am i still here?

Life could be so zig-zaggy sometimes, you wouldn't like it!

Fresh from the cinema hall where I was almost dozed off watching Madagascar 2 ... Africa... (geez,I don't even remember the complete title of the movie), so anywayz, I was yawning dramatically in the car all the way back home. Completing house chores and some little grooming was the last thing to do before heading off to bed. Tonight I felt a little different. Before the movie started, I was talking to Kathryn about relationships. (oh! she's just my housemate) It seems she had a whole different perception of what love is all about and that past experiences made her forget what love is and for her confused what love really meant to her. In my life right now, at this phase, I don't see a relationship as a good thing but rather a commitment. Thus, friendship is the only option I opt for each time I meet someone new.

Let's just put it this way. I met this girl couple of months ago in a party. She is fine, pretty shy in the beginning and she's just a friend's friend. This is when facebook comes in real handy. I got tagged in an album with pictures of the party and she instantly messaged me. To my surprise, I was like "..err... isn't this girl the girl I met in Jo's party?" Since then, things blossomed quite nicely and rather sweet I would say. Until one day, when gestures and gimmicks were interpreted wrongly that it turned out to be what might be a serious relationship. I was instantly drawn back because it was a huge commitment I wasn't ready to commit. I ain't gonna hurt a girl's heart if I weren't thinking thoroughly. With that, I gave the opportunity a go. It went away and never return.

Few days back, I received another facebook message from a girl I barely know. ( I don't even know why she's in my friends' list) In the second message, she gave me her phone number. Yes! Desperate I don't know but it certainly freaked me out a LOT! and it is actually quite a turn down. In fact it is a huge no-no for me. Not trying to generalise but why are these girls so daring and outspoken that their instant introduction would be, "You can call or sms me at 01x-xxxxxxx". I'm so not buying it.

People do ask me why, why don't I get a girlfriend. My housemates are pouring that sort of questions and it is now a chant! Blame me for being the only guy (just the two of us actually) left unattached after my roommate got hitched by my housemate. I seriously told them it is just a burden and commitment I am not ready to handle. I let opportunities go just like that without thinking if there's more to come or probably that last one I let go would be the last for me. Can that possibly happen? Am I doing the right thing? For now, I'll leave it at the hands of God.

"Our lives are like crossroads. He chose our paths and if our paths crossed, that is fate - God's will and God's wondrous work."


*I'll just head to bed right now. My mind's relieved.*

things i'm looking forward to....


2008 serves a beautiful array of life experiences I look forward to. I went through a lot of ups and downs in the earlier few months but I shook the bad off and embrace the good and now am more than happy to experience more excitements! Though I might sometimes whine about how bad I was with time management, how I could not cope with the ongoing assignments overlapping with the current stuffs I'm running, it is time for me to say "WHO CARES?! I JUST WANNA ENJOY LIFE WHEN I AM STILL BREATHING APIECE!" After all, assignments is not that stressful as I may put it sometimes. Really, there's actually sufficient time to complete everything while enjoying caroling practice in church 4 days a week and play Scrabble every night and day~ LOL

List of things I look forward to :

# Malacca Scrabble Open Challenge 2008
This tournament was initiated impromptu-ly after the Malaysian Nationals. A-two-month preparation saw every drop of hardwork being put into this tourney and it is definitely going to be a successful one! Let's hope it will not be in the red.

# Lifeline Caroling Project
Last year, I was brought closer to God and the Church through music. After my quite-active involvement in the Lifeline Music Ministry, I felt the sense of belonging to the Church and since then, I never hesitated to give the best I can to the Church, people in need and especially to the Almight GOD. I look forward for the great chemistry with the choir, good Christmas experience, visiting the orphanages and old folks, performing in commercial places - IKEA, IKANO, One Utama, One World, and also the yummy yummy sinful food! It's time to break the weighing scale!

# Christmas Holidays
It's the time of the year again to spend the joy of Xmas with friends and family before marking the end of 2008. *time flies so so fast!* The real meaning of Xmas is to give more than receiving. I feel more than happy to give my time and sing praises to God to collect enough proceedings for the needy. It really reflects the true meaning of Xmas. I can't wait to go back to Malacca too! It'll be superb! Shepherd pie... Sujee Cake...

... but for now, it'll be tutorials... will have to go see Ms Joanne later at 1am... And I'm still in the midst of completing..

*back to work right after this bowl of cereal*

Tagged by zizi

Starting time : 10:29

Name : Gabriel Martin

Sisters : Godsisters count not?

Brothers : One - Matthew

Shoe size : 9

Height : slightly shorter than 170

Where do you live : Sek 17, PJ

Have you ever...
Been on a plane : Yes..

Swam in the ocean : Sort of..

Fallen asleep at school : Hell yes!

Broken someone’s heart : I think so..

Fell off your chair : err.. During primary school kot.. don't really remember..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Not really.. my phone seldom rings

Saved e-mails : if it's important.. yes

What is your room like : IKEA-ish.. but still it's not what I wanted

What’s right beside you: another chair..

What is the last thing you ate : cereal with bananas..

Chicken pox : at the age of 16..

Sore throat : After any events that required shouting..

Stitches : no..still perfectly fine~

Broken nose : NO! In fact, I have a err.........*let's not boast*

Do you believe in love at first sight : Nah..

Like picnics : The last time I had one was more than 10 years ago..

Who is the person...
You last danced with : my housemate.. wonder who went last... hmm.. PauYin, Cani or Kathyrn?

Who last made you smile : last night..?

You last yelled at : I'm quite discreet and decent ler.. hmm.. NO ONE!

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like : not yet...

Kiss anyone : err... no..

Get sick : flu...

Talk to an ex : no

Miss someone : of coz I dO!

Who do you really hate: already forgiven!

Do you like your hand-writing : I get jealous looking at others'

Are your toe nails painted : eeuuww... NO!

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: *shit i'm stuck*

What color shirt are you wearing now : white

Are you a friendly person : I can be.... vice versa

Do you have any pets : Kell, the stolen dog and now is Spark, the annoying pest! hmph!

Do you sleep with the TV on : Sometimes..

What are you doing right now : Typing.. Eating breakie..

Can you handle the truth : Most of the time...

Are you closer to your mother or father : Mummy

Do you eat healthy : Apparently I do..

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Nope...

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : No one.. bad day means being alone!

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Animated... I can be both.. haha it depends on situation and how I feel at that point of time..

Are you confident : Not all the time


5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- Playing teng-teng and tiang with my classmates
- Putting on a LOT of weight
- Fell into the longkang outside my house.. yes.. EEEUUUWWWW !!
- Watch Kelab Disney Malaysia
- made my first Chiffon cake! yes.. :D


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- Buy lots of clothes
- Travel to places around the globe
- Go for liposuction, body stretching and body sculpting! LOL
- Bring my parents to the Holy Land
- Buy a house!

5 of my bad habits:
- Being very lazy and wasting time
- NOT being punctual
- I misplace things all the time
- No spending control or limit
- like Zizi, very impatient at times

5 places I’ve lived:
- Jln Pokok Mangga, Melaka
- Sek 17, PJ
- Bandar Utama
- PJS 7, Sunway
- Puchong

5 People I am tagging:
- Adelyn
- Claire
- Jojojon
- Shaun Damien
- Wendy

*Wow.. it's already 11am! Going to HOMEDEC!*

in the midst of procrastination



We had a quite amusing presentation today after a stringent tutorial exercise marathon; whatever you guys decide to call it. Things went okay despite our structure being totally 'naturally deconstructed' when we came in the morning. For now, I'll let the picture do the talking.

*my eyes are swollen, face are oh-so-dark!*

run.... run....


I am really feeling exhausted at this point of time and I really wanted to let it ALL out! I thought I could go jogging in Taman Jaya but it's quite late right now due to long hours of tutorials. I wonder if I've committed myself to too many commitments? Caroling? Church? Scrabble? But my focus has to be on my studies! Why am I doing this? urgh! I'm feeling so not good right now. Stress led me to more food and I'm getting fatter!

Sometimes I wonder why carolling practice consumed so much time? I personally felt that there's an air of over-ambitiousness in the room and with the amount of time left, we wouldn't be able to finish practising all the song and to polish the quality before the performance. I don't want to have another torment during the performance. Everyone have to commit in one way or another but if the commitment is too heavy, I'm afraid I can't cope. I wanted to pull out from this project so badly but I can't deny the fact that music and singing praises to God releases stress and help me feel a lot better and calmer. Besides, I felt the connection with the Church each time I'm around a group of really nice people altogether singing praises to God. *skip skip skip*

I ydread to go to college tomorrow! Why? We're busy people. I'll make sure Wednesday is a free day to do assignments. I don't even have the time to read books for my dissertation. I kept renewing the books for 2 months already. It's seriously annoying! I don't know why time passes so fast! I don't know if I can take it any longer. People said I can cope and overcome. I don't have the hope to overcome this at this point of time! I need more food~ I so need more food~

Okay, I'm not trying to be sceptical or whatsoever, like when things have not been done, you can't tell what will happen or you won't know if it'll be a success but at this point of time, I just really want to let go many things! I want to LET GO~

*heads to kitchen to prepare some pasta dish*

i'm so screwed


I basically just did nothing the whole day. I'm so screwed, so stucked! I am basically S..C..R..E..E..A..M..I..I..N..G for HELP~!!!

I'm quite in a lost state right now. I don't know what I am doing and I don't know what I should do! I just wish all these miseries stop right at this moment! I dread a lot of things and why must this feeling drown me at this moment? It's so not helping!

*I'm not happy!*

milk and oatmeal


I am a little unsober right now. Pondered upon what I did today was just simply amazing and I felt so contented. At least I did got some leisure time for myself.. I do deserve it you know....

Weekend was the day of obligation for us Catholics as we celebrate the All Saint's and All Soul's Day. I went to mass on Saturday and I remember how the priest was telling us about the day of obligation is the day of REST. *ya right!* I barely could even have the time to sit down and breathe that time as there was so many things to rush for the Interim Crit session. And the fact that one sheet of presentation board took me 2 hours to complete really irritated the hell out of me! I completed everything at 12am on Sunday when my housemates were all hungry and craving for KFC. So, against all diet rules and regulations, I went to KFC and had a dinner plate! It was so SINFUL but I deserved every bit of pamper at that moment and I really didn't care about getting fat! *skip skip skip*

I woke up today feeling all so sober and nice, knowing that I completed almost all of the requirements when suddenly my mind was telling me I missed something. It was figurating in my mind and the image which was playing in the dark that moment just struck me awake and I quickly went to draw and wrote out what I was thinking in my pre-awaken state. As I was having my daily dosage of cereal, fruit and milk, I continued writing and sketching to add up to the already-satisfying boards I did last night. All the procrastinating and chit chatting led me to college right at the nick of time - minutes before 1pm.

I was to present last. *how boring* The Crit started at about 1.30 and I started my presentation at about 4-ish. It was quite okay but I choked a lil' while trying to summarize; ended up reading exactly what I wrote on the boards. I realised I did quite a lot and I am liking the progress and the decisions I made. Just a share of thought, my concept for my final project is 'Anatomy Contortion'. And YES! I've taken this concept and no one's taking it away from me! :P

The sky decided to shower right before the presentation ended and it was quite a heavy one. I got into the car with my back and hair partially wet - was I that quick of a runner? I picked Valerie up to TESCO for some grocery shopping and a quality leisure outing together. I bought quite a lot of stuff, especially milk as it was so cheap! Thus, my shopping list was completed! - greens, eggs, ham, mushrooms, macaroni, milk, raisins bran and more milk. I need to continue eating healthy as I felt the difference since I changed my eating habit. *big flashy smile! :D*

After grocery shopping, we went to The Curve for a light dinner. I went to BORDERS first for my monthly dosage of magazines. For dinner, I picked O' Briens as I'd not been there for quite some time and I am craving for the Hot Choc. So we ordered a sandwich each and Val ordered mushroom soup which tasted quite good! Then, we walked to Ikano for some on-the-shopping-list stuff. Val was too tired by then and we decided to go home. It was 9pm.

I reached home feeling so contented and happy that I did not waste a minute today. However, I felt so tired that I took a so-called nap which lasted till midnight and here I am! I need to start enjoying life I think, like what I did today. I feel so much relaxed and happier; apart from the gruelling assignments which might be quite lethal nowadays. I'm writing quite a lot at this point of time. I'm being whiny right? But it's satisfaction for me. Noticing that no one gives comments or feedbacks, I assumed no one actually reads my blog aye? So I'll just have my syok-sendiri sessions by myself~

*Abba Father, bless my friends with good health, that all their suffering and pain be offer up to you Lord, and you give them the strength and perseverence to stay strong and fight the pain. I pray that you lift up their spirit and not lose faith in you O Lord... Amen*

just let go


....Munching a wheat bun with coarse peanut butter filling is heavenly when your stomach is grouching for food...

Catherine came to SFX to get Daryl boy's toy he left while he visited me here almost a year ago. Dealing with health products, Catherine was kind enough to let me try a special tea which boosts immune and metabolism. She knew I kept falling ill and complaining about headaches and stuff. I was indeed grateful! The thing which attracts me was the ingredients of the tea, namely green tea, lemon and hibiscus. I took a sip and it tasted quite weird at first but after a while, it's actually quite refreshing! This drink miraculously kept me awake without a yawn until now! (1.00am) and I felt hungry; yes I mean real hungry! :P

I felt so stressed up due to several problems which occurs concurrently and I'm beginning to freak out and started to break down. However, I felt blest God send me Patrik who made me feel so much better with his noble help! I felt really good after he obliged to help me out. I'm done doing precedence studies. I have all the information needed and I just need to translate everything on the final presentation sheet! I hope that I could finish half by tomorrow which would be brilliant! At least I let go of my burdens and felt so much better and could concentrate.

I thought yesterday's dance and singing session would help me release some stress but it was just short-lived. I'll pray harder! I am really tired of going to college everyday. It's such a waste of time especially during waitings! urgh! Okay, shall not whine anymore. Don't wanna be tagged the whiniest! Shall head to bed and work my ass of for 3 days! Good luck guys!

*it's 31st tomorrow! But no ice cream for me~ :(*

rum and raisins... strawberry cheesecake

I'm quite sick of listening to wrong interpretation of words in lectures. It's pretty annoying. At least get the facts right and not do us more confusion! (explains why many didn't pay attention in class..)

Okay! That is not the point. Does rum and raisins or strawberry cheesecake ring a bell? YES! It's the time again - 31st of the month. Baskin Robbin is having their oh-so-popular promotion again. I'm planning to quench my cravings and treat myself for being a good boy this week. I should right?

I miss my churchmates! I can't wait to see them again. Probably have to wait till Saturday. I'm currently trying to finish up the plan of the building in order to start doing the framing model. It's going to be another oh-so-many-assignments week again till the Interim Crit on Monday. Firstly, I need to get well from my illness - being lazy! I've been procrastinating for many many days already. I did my assignments partially at all times keeping them on hold whenever I don't feel like doing them. *smack myself twice* It's time to get up!!

I'm trying to fit my time properly and plan ahead though I am not a person who plans my stuff. I rejected 2 freelance jobs, one got postponed, one is on hold, three is coming up next month! I really hope I can cope with all these. What should I do? Hm.. Probably, will start thinking about it after my housemate's birthday celebration tonight at TreeHouse, Uptown. I just wanna shake it off tonight! My shoulder is getting heavier by the days and I really need to let go!

*It's time to get back to work again (dreadfully)*

it's yellow

I woke up by the beeping sound of my cellphone. Having 8 hours of sleep was just sufficient to get me out of bed and get the day kickin'! I looked myself in the mirror pondering about how yesterday had been so productive yet filled with oh-so-many downs than up. Knowing that it's all over now, I grinned and thank the Almighty for the beautiful heaven sent companions He bestowed me with.

"I'll pray for my friends"; was the phrase I wrote in my MSN. I realised that I'd been very busy this whole week and kept pushing myself into doing readings, writings, sketching and stuff. And yes, I'm such a whiner that I fretted about everything from A-Z about how assignments were killing me and how my time was so insufficient I barely had enough sleep. Well, here I am enjoying a big bowl of cereal topped with a mountain of mangoes and bananas trying to digest all the problems I was shared with yesterday.

Abba Father,

I pray that you help those who are worrisome, that their souls will be in peace and to have a more collected mind to face the day. I pray for those who are broken-hearted, that you plant a seed of love in them and make them realise that life doesn't revolves within one person or one particular issue. I pray for the sick, that their illness would be lifted up to you O Lord and that you take away their sufferings. I pray for the lost and found, that you give them strength to solidify their faith in you. I pray for myself O Lord, that you grant me peace of mind to be at most productive to square off all hurdles in my daily life!

I thank You Lord for the gift of persons, that You bless every single one of them.

Amen

*feeling contented*

Food cravings

My housemates went for JOGOYA!! and I can't join them as I have band practice for mass this weekend! I'm officially oh-so-busy~ With two huge submissions not far from sight, there are so many things to consider and decide. Honestly, it is giving me headaches every night and morning. Thus, to calm myself down, I made myself a hearty dinner to treat myself for being such a good boy last weekend! I made black pepper chicken stew with potatoes sided with garden salad. *yum yum* Oh! I had ham sandwich with scramble eggs for lunch though...

That sinful bites wasn't the end of my meal of the day. After band practice, the band members decided to go for mamak. Hell yea it's a cool mamak! They only serve rice dishes! URGH! So, cravings over discipline, I ordered Nasi Goreng Pattani. Urgh! That guilt of eating is so into me right now. Gotta take less calories tomorrow. *so bimbo right? he he he*

And these pictures just remind me of more cravings I am having right now.. hot chocolate.. Swensen's burger... Control! *mind's gonna blow*

I miss the hot choc in O' Briens...
And the chicken burger..^#%&*$^

*need to have more self-control!*

tears of joy?

Today's celebrations were in two contrasting colours.

I started my day today in church singing for Max and Andrea's holy matrimony. It was beautiful witnessing the couple blessed by God's presence and being called up by God to be together in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. And to be part of the joyful celebration was just priceless. After the wedding mass, we were treated with a meaty galore buffet! Platter of ham, roasted pork, roast chicken, fish, prawns, yong tau foo; anything to make me salivate and overeat! I had my meal to the fullest and had a great time dancing and singing with the crowd. As we were eating, we're serenaded by a 60-something man who sang beautiful numbers mesmerizingly! It brought back memoirs as the songs he sang were songs of the 60s, 70s and the 80s. It was almost 4 when I went back with Amelia and Adeline to get myself changed and have a good rest before mass starts.

Mass was fine today minus the fact that I was late. I drove halfway to church to remember that I forgot to pick Christine and Jonathan up from their place. Urgh! Eventually, I had to make a U-turn back and was late. Regardless, it was so warm and nice giving and receiving hugs from church members as a sign of peace.

During dinner, we got a message from Cannis saying his mom passed on in the afternoon. The whole feeling turned sombre and it was pretty sad to hear that. So we decided to cut short the caroling practice and attend the wake @ the funeral parlour. We sang a song and recited the rosary. However, the dead's husband was joyfully jugging into his cans of beer. Regardless, it was obvious that the sadness in the eyes will betray a person's smile.

Condolences to the Rozario family~

Today I learnt one thing. Marriage is a start of a total new life which will end in death. As the saying goes '...till death do us part...', I believe that the death of a spouse is the beginning of another 'new life'. It's definitely not an easy task... wonder will mine be... ?

*tiba tiba emo duno for what!*

It's not by purpose


It had been a high and low month.

I would say many left their blog not updated for many many days.. Crazy week has been so crazy, I barely have time for myself and in addition to that, I have music practices, band practices, singing in the weddings and other church activities to get myself busy and work my days wholesome. I'm not complaining so please don't get me wrong.

I'm still busy. (in the midst of writing the dissertation with a writers block) I still will be busy. This blog lost its priority.

Looking on a brighter side, raisinsandrum.blogspot.com will undergo serious content refurbishment! :) Be sure to stay tune.. Aite? he he..

*let's finish my series before continuing the dissertation*
p/s : Happy Birthday Shu Yin! :)

14-hour-bus-trip

Last two months, I went to St Anne's feast in Penang with my family. It was indeed mesmerizing to see the architecture of the church being executed almost picture perfect! I love how the morning sunrise beams beam into the church through its glass roof. Beautiful~

After the super early morning mass which I slept in almost the whole mass due to two big reasons - first being the 9 hours bus ride from Malacca which left me sleepless and the oh-so-dead-boring choir who lullabied me to slumberland~, we headed to Hadyai. The stay in Hadyai was quite nice. Oh gosh, I shopped a lot! Eat a lot too! Blame myself for sitting in a table with a bunch of 'old-people' with controlled diet~ *devil grin with that Ziana Zain smirk*

Overall, I did enjoyed myself for the 3 days I spent with my family without thinking about my work. The night I returned from Hadyai to Malacca, I rushed back to KL that very night at 11pm as I need to work the next day. It was indeed hectic. However, I sucked it up and live with it. I'm happy~ :)

Tomorrow will be the first day of our Final Year. It's going to be bummer-liciously tough I tell ya! I hope I'll weasled my way through a good grade and start working! I just can't wait to end my study life. It's so restrained in many aspects. Can't wait to see my classmates after 3 months not seeing them! and oh! I can't wait to see ZiZi's hairstyle.. :) it's so 'un-curls' now.. :) and Claire said Raymond cut short hair adi~ muahahaha.. need to catch that! *I won't miss your 'hat' Claire~ :P*

*better get some good night sleep*


I love being back!

Hell ya! I'm back and kickin'

but sorry la.. update later okay? now sorting things up~ :P

Blessing in disguise

I've been waiting for this baby to arrive and he's finally here! *jumps hooray* Literally, I showed my emotions discreetly but deep inside this veneer, I'm as happy as a 5-year-old kid! I'm still figuring out how to manage this rascal of mine! It did took a while to find the power button~ *that's what happen when you're too excited that you ignored the guide book!*

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I spent my day yesterday at Aunty Yeap's place playing Scrabble. Some of you might know there's a big tournament happening this weekend. However, anticipation turned jittery as the field is tough and I'm quite a kiasu person. At this point of time, I'm still at the same level I was a year ago but the others are improving drastically, especially the kids! It's hard to cope and level up with them when I've so many other things to think about! Urgh! Should I consider quitting Scrabble competitively instead? *I don't think I could for now*

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Many asked, why didn't I joined the Lifeline Conference last weekend. I answered, "I have other things to do and I need a break..." Was that the best answer? I don't think so. I really wanted a time on my own since I'd been working and my daily life was so routinised that I don't even have the time to be alone and ponder over things that happened during a particular week. I'm sorry Lifeliners. I apologize for not attending and I will try my best to go next year!

Last Friday, I spent some time with Janice in One Utama. It was a day after her birthday and I felt so bad to have it slipped off my mind. Being a spendthrift, I bought several necessary stuff and several UN-necessary stuff and I could only spend her donuts. I felt so bad not getting the book I saw in Bangsar Village earlier that morning. I bet she enjoyed her donuts as much as I do.


p/s : Adelyn, it's a baby boy!! :D

*It's time to chill out with the sound of the rain*

When it's time to go...

There must be an end for something good.. at least it was good.. I ended my internship on 28th August 2008.. It was indeed a great experience and I made real good friends! Eventhough 59 days passed so fast, I think I'd learnt a lot from this short period of time..

White Board Studio
The four trouble makers in the office~

Oh.. class will resume in 3 weeks.. I've been resting a lot since I stopped working and now it's battle time for the Scrabble Nationals.. Then vacation vacation~ I'm still waiting for my lappie..

Hm.. These days, there's nothing much to write about in my blog.. even Zizi doesnt update that often anymore.. yes! I know your connection like Slowpoke! :P Windows Live Messenger is killing me! ergh! stupid! geramz...! I can't wait to go back to Malacca.. and my baby has not arrive yet!!! Benci giler! so slow! Till then, I think I better get some good rest.. rejuvenate and start saving! My wallet is drying up due to too many leisure and entertainment!

*will be feeding on sandwich this whole week~

Fuuhh!


It has been a pretty up and down week for me.. one day it's good, superbly awesome and the other day is like down to hell!

Had some rough time making decisions after decisions.. mainly about work, life and health.. it's not easy I would say.. People around me are supportive and really made me went through these hardships and I really wanna thank them deep down from my heart.. you know who you are..

I'm leaving office end of this month and I have 4 more days to spend in the office learning and gaining experience.. and 4 more days before I start missing my colleagues.. It'll be kinda awkward not waking up in the morning, dress up and drive to work.. coz it has been a routine for me for two months.. It's sad thinking that I have to leave so soon.. My thought of working for an additional month did not came through as I decided to take a break before the semester starts and I wanted to go to Singapore for a vacation on my own..

But to vanquish the un-wonderful feeling, my laptop is arriving in one of these days! Can't wait..!!! I got my baby a pet.. a very nice white mouse! huhu.. I hope they'll work together well~ Planning to get my baby some clothings to avoid him/her getting bruises too! :P *right! I have not think of a gender for my baby~

I'm not feeling so well these days.. and today, having headache again.. contemplating of taking an MC tomorrow to get a good rest as these weekend have been HECTIC for me.. Oh! had the best steamboat at home just now.. prepared by muah~ :P everyone enjoyed it.. will post pictures in FB~ so yummy you'll salivate! :P

Gotta have a good rest hoping I'll be fine tomorrow...

Random : Miss my buddies lots! Gotta find time to catch up with them~

*bloated*

i am so stupid

Oh gosh!!!! I feel so DUMB and STUPID now!

I confirmed the laptop online purchase thingy without checking the color properly!!!!! arGH!!!

Alright... I did the first time meticulously trying to avoid any errors.. typed all the info in nicely with the credit card no and all.. then -Page couldn't be displayed- err...

Tried second time.. SAME thing! then 3rd time.. phone number wrong~

4th time.. didnt change the color~ so smart! now I am getting the colour I don't really like! arghh!! worry ler... gotta call the customer service exactly 8.30 am tomorrow morning! how can I be so carelesS!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!


*I don't think I can sleep tonight!*

first "oh-shit-i-am-fucking-tagged" post

Instructions:

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What plans do I have to jumpstart my career?
work my ass off and be really absorbent to accept new ideas and generate better understanding in my field

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
Scrabble and Cooking

3. What kind of news do you read?

Sports and Gossips

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
My waistline! LOL.. been yearning for a size 30 and I missed out by an extra inch! all the time! ergh! so it's okay to get fat if you could eat anything you WANT!

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
No

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

NO! trauma baby!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Sanity

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
Finish this thingy and sleep!

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

It depends.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Crazy, Cheeky, Cheerful!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Everything my other half has yet to become <- I think nothing could replace this answer by the person who tagged me! :P

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Hygiene!

13. What are the characteristics of your dream job?
Not under supervision, generates income like a powerplant and having cool colleagues! but I do have to bear the cost of stress~

14. if you had a choice to choose between saving yourself or the person you love the most, who would it be? and Why?

It's so Cinderella-cum-Snow-White.. I don't believe in fairy tales.. and I would save my bloody ass first before I could save someone.. Don't wanna kill both!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
neither.. I don't wanna be rich and sad.. or poor and happy.. i wanna be just AVERAGE...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Impatience

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Bryan

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years’ time?
having my own company, condo and car

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I make people laugh and can be annoying sometimes! :) *smirk*

20. If you can bring only ONE thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
Memories

Tag

Adelyn Tam

Claire Chan

Zizi

Huey Juen

Pikey

*off to bed.. it's frrwwweeaaakkkiiiinnnn' 1 a.m!*

200


Yay! I finally reached my 200th post! huhu!

Been a rough week~ Yes! I mean REAL ROUGH! Don't like it...

My mind's still bit lost over a few irrelevant things I've been putting my head into these days and it's not nice.. Killing me bit by bit! ergh! I hate it a lot!

I need God's blessings and guidance.. yet.. Why am I not surrendering my all to him? I hate myself sometimes!

Gotta beat around the mulberry bush for just ten more days! and YAY! I'm free~ Gotta take a VERY GOOD rest before I start college.. It's gonna be so swift... BAM BAM BAM! work it Martin!!

*work in 40 mins*

i need my guardian angel lord

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

How true can horoscopes be sometimes... but I am so into the line I highlighted green~ LOL.. it's so true.. being KIASU! LOL.. and the line I highlighted red.. it's even more true! haaha

I'm torn between two huge things now.. and I really need to sit down and think over them.. It's eating me up! I don't like it.. I need support from friends or whoever it is but it's hard to meet up with friends nowadays due to workloads and laziness.. hmm.. All I could do is pray to the Lord and ask for his mercy and love.. Praise the Lord for giving me life till this day..

I've been having gastric each time after meal.. It's so fucking annoying! Coz I can't fill up my tummy and I get hungry very easily! erghh!! To add salt to sore wound, my wisdom tooth is growing and it's giving me hard time to chew! Erghh!! and the best thing out of all, to top the icing on the 'cake' was the stupid ulcers popping out on my tongue!! ERGHh!!! So SO unlucky!

*going to work*

proudly presents...

Set up in JW Marriot Hotel
Ta daa! The first stand completed
The minirack in Cheras Furniture City.. exact prototype in MV and OU too..

Okay.. it might not appear that impressive due to so many things.. the first stage of the design was awesome I would say.. but working with a revengeful client.. it's like boiling in hell~ The execution wasn't that good due to time constraint.. it's like building a final model in two days.. you know what I mean~ I prefer black with glowing red wordings.. but the client loves white background with red wordings.. what to do...

Okay.. Today was awesome! Me and my boss went to 4 different places to settle the HITACHI stuff.. The wordings you see on the mini white rack? It's sticker.. and we have to stick on every stand sent... namely One Utama, Mid Valley and Cheras Furniture City.. so was driving round town today.. After that, we went to Pavilion to do site survey in Harvey Norman and Bonia.. It was so cool.. we went to various Interior Design shops and furniture shops and my boss kept feeding my with design tips and information.. I learnt a lot today! Met Keith today and man! he's a darn good sales person! and the products in the shop he's working in is impressive! At least my boss was attracted~ haha..

Been a long day.. out since 2pm till 8pm.. gotta get a good rest today!

*i haven't fix my car! BUMMER!*

How Great Thou Art

This is so random~

I met an accident yesterday and my car french-kissed a Mercedez Benz!!!! It happened in a flash.. like out of a sudden there's this car jutting out of no where.. it's a one way street and it's my road.. and it happen right in front of my office.. Thank God by colleagues were there and my boss in an instant drove back and try to settle the hoohaa for me.. The guy was okay.. coz it's hard to tell who's fault was it... BUMMER! I'm going to spend all my salary on that car repair~ ergh! hate it when things like that happen... it always happen when I already plan on what to do with the extra cash! now everything have to cancel! Why must it happen on me? Why must it be yesterday! haihz...

I so so tak suka la... Anyway.. I'm perfectly fine.. just the car's skirting koyak and the right signal light came off... dent a lil'.. so.. I'm gonna change the skirting.. fix the light back in.. give it a good knock! and have it sprayed and it'll look good again~ I hope my dad won't notice.. I didn't wanna tell him coz of some issues.. blog readers.. shhh!!!!!!!!

*feels so unlucky and moody*

blink blink


YAY!

I added another star to my portfolio.. The materialisation of your hardwork if just plan satisfying.. I'm just on cloud nine looking at the product.. Overall, I think I did a good job..

Oh.. today's something new for me.. I was on duty as a beauty shoot photographer.. LOL.. and it's not for models or customers of that cosmetic store but for the media representatives.. It's nice meeting the people behind Her World, Sisters Magazine, Female Magazine, The Star and other people from the press and learn how an interview process and a launching of a new brand is being carried out.. It's all about building contacts.. exchanging namecards and making new connections.. I myself did caught a few tips observing how people talk and introduce their products.. But in the end of the day.. it's all about making people happy with their beauty shot..

Was supposed to watch The Mummy Returned with colleagues and boss but two of the girls were ill and we canceled the plan.. so sad.. Friday night's empty now.. how sad.. I treated myself with a Gold Medal Meal.. :) Oh.. I got a goodie bag too! and it's full of cosmetics.. LOL..

*I am really missing someone*

I am wide awake


I can't sleep... for some bloody reason, I can't sleep...

Back from my Hatyai trip.. I'm really exhausted and all drained out due to the stupid 14-hour-bus-trip back from Hatyai to Malacca.. Then another 2 hours of driving all by myself from Malacca to PJ.. Anyway, I'm back to White Board Studio.. And yay! so many things piled up just for me~ But boss was great.. let us off early.. Gonna be so busy doing finishin touches for this house.. then prepare the Hitachi setup thingy.. then gonna attend this event representing the company.. aiyo.. so banyak things to do.. but that's it for this week.. Can't believe it's already approachin August! That means one more month to go to finish off Mr. Leong's work! oh no!!! I'm so so so not prepared! haha.. haven't touch a thing yet! Anyone to second this statement?

Oh!! My roomie's attached to my housie! aiyo.. Got a shock! Coz wasn't expecting it at this time.. and I was the last one to know! felt so stupid! heish! Feel bit weird but.. right... I'll get used to the lovey doveys.. hahaha..

Gotta force myself to sleep now! It's freakin 2 am! and I need to work tomorrow!!! argh.. Nightz~

*I'm still shocked!*

taking chances


I'm on MC today.. been having high fever last night.. Felt bad leaving my half-done work behind.. and it's due tomorrow! shiet..

I need some advice...

Let's say.. If you're offered to work in Dubai.. what will you feel? Excited? Accept the offer immediately? or.. Spend weeks thinking about it?

There's a few things to consider.. First is the weather.. it's about 50C there.. that's very hot! And the food.. what about language? the people there? culture? do they have a church there? hmm.. But the good thing is you're able to learn new things, get exposure from a different retrospective.. I get to learn new culture.. explore new type of food! since I'm a food lover.. But can I take the heat?! hmm.. I scared first week there I'll get high fever or vomit blood coz too heaty~ muahahaha...

Well, it is indeed an irresistable offer.. I need advice from you readers.. hmm..

*dizziness never stop buggin' me doing things I want!*

honeycomb and syrup

I feel so sleepy even though I slept so well these two days.. Hm... weekend was a sweetheart~ Spent time at home.. meeting up friends..

Had dinner with Bryan and Adrian at Rumahku.. just beside SFX... The place so nice~ food's good too~ and Bryan was so excited with the service bell.. He can't wait to ring the thing so hard when we asked for the bill~ Halfway through our conversation.. I was so geram.. I grabbed the bell and ring it so hard! Gosh!! then the waitress came and ask.. "YES?" By that time we already annoyed her so badly.. "er...Do you have sambal?.. Thanks!" *nice cover-up?*

Huhu.. Watched Dark Knight today at OU.. It was really nice.. Despite the bloody long queues, company and movie was awesome.. Oh! I saw Mr. Soong with his girlfriend~ haha.. Hm.. Guess that someone can still bear the "long-gas-ness" of his.. hm...

I've nothing much to blog about these days due to work.. been exercising my eyes a lot looking at computer screen and lines and boxes and dots.. hmm.. gotta continue with the HITACHI design and proceed with the detail drawings unless that oh-so-damn-smart lady decides to change the design AGAIN! Already change this and that 4 times la!! Tolong la Ms Hitachi.. stop being so fickle minded!! ~like me~

Oh did I tell you? there's a piano in my house now!

*oh! let me remind you that I'm a banana~ I can't read chinese~ @.@*

i'm so tired...


I wanted to complain so badly about how harsh today was.. but deep inside.. there's a really terrific feeling resounding....

Let's see.. We went site measurement for almost 3 hours.. a freaking huge big ass house~ 3 storey and dang! the beams and double volumes are so killing me! My back and neck aches kept looking and measuring vertical lengths.. And the best part is I'm so vertically challenge, I need the extra foot of the measuring tape to reach a certain angle! argh! and the measure tape! my God! I think it's barren.. it might be GAY! It's so lembik... Cant stay straight nicely.. hmm~ Mr Measuring Tape's Mandul!!

Went lunch after all the measuring and figures! I hate numbers! but not green notes! :P Had lunch in Central Cafe nearby the office.. I think it's quite a nice place.. but the food is a turn down.. Prob we ordered the wrong thing.. Anyways.. resumed work about 4 something in the office.. And 5 minutes doing the detail drawings.. my eyes started tearing.. I swear I HATE AutoCAD and I don't like doing working drawing.. I can stay all day doing 3dMAX or and 3d drawings but please not AutoCAD! erghh..

Boss came back and told me to do immediate amendments on the Hitachi Display Stand.. *YAY* So so happy! I can stay away from AutoCAD.. Did changes and redesigning 5 different stands for the Hitachi's new product - Ultra Thin LCD.. World's slimmest TV.. haha.. 3.5cm (1.5in) very slim but darn heavy.. it's 20kg with stand.. hmm.. I enjoyed designing all these in 3dMAX.. I finished the first 4 designs.. My boss came telling me.. "You should be proud.. This design of yours will be mass produced and distributed all over Malaysia.. The first one will be launched in JW Marriot next Thursday.. They are producing 50 of these.." cheh.. I'm damn bangga... Left office at 12.00 am

*so sleepy and oh-so-abso-goddamn-lutely bangga*

I don't like goodbyes


how bad news can be....~

I spent RM300 repairing and servicing my car today.. huhu! @.@ Change the brake pads, smoothen the brake discs.. fa lala... the more I ask.. the more problem I have with the car.. and too bad I didn't inherit my dad's bargaining skills! haha.. I think no one's better than him~

Worked till 9pm something today.. reached home about 10pm..

Am kinda sad.. two of my housemates moving out.. And they are some of the closest housemate around.. The ones whom I share my problem with sometimes.. The ones who I enjoy cooking for.. hmm.. sob sob.. Need new housemates now.. hmm... Anyone need a room?

I miss someone....

*continue reading Why Do Men Have Nipples?*

rainbows and gum drops


It's been a very wonderful week... Despite being really tied up to work and new projects...

Thoroughly, I've spent maximum time at work... generous time with my close buddies.. You know.. normal things friends do.. hang out.. yam cha.. do lunch.. chit chat... But I've not been spending enough time with my housemates.. At most times, they are always either sleeping when I'm home or they are out studying when I'm back home.. And when they're home.. I'm already asleep.. and when I'm awake.. they left the house already.. HaHa...

Went One Utama alone just now for some shopping.. Need to get some necessity.. I sometimes felt I'm SO SMART!.. I got a belt.. was very fickle-minded over a GREEN belt or a brown one.. haha.. In the end.. I got myself the brown one.. and the SMARTEST thing was I measure the length of the belt.. BUT I forgot about the holes!! Now I've to figure out how to make the holes so that I can use the belt nicely..~ haihz.. so SMART! Had lunch with Adrian just now in One Utama.. So full now! :P And I went to see Elvin's work being exhibited in One Utama for the PAM student's work exhibition thingy.. HahA.. was so impressed with the Taylor College's Booth and some artwork.. Took some pictures to get inspiration..

Talking about work.. I really need new ideas and inspiration to design people's bedrooms and living rooms.. I'm currently working on my 3rd project.. a 4 storey semi-D-cum-bungalow.. Am in charge of the master bedroom and the kid's rooms.. hmm.. I think I need ZiZi to be my color guru! haha... I'm so not good in mixin' and matchin' colors.. hmm.. Probably I should get more magazines..

*Off to church now*

Happy Birthday Bryan

Adrian and Bryan
Me and Bryan
tard faces.. LOlx
Was rushing my 3d rendering at work to make it in time for Bryan's birthday celebration.. So me and Adrian planned a makan with him at Curve.. But! My work finished a lil bit too fast.. and I was bored to death in the office watching my colleagues render their 3d works and fishing all the way.. It was a really humble dinner and a filling one! that no one manage to finish the food and we only ate quarter of the cake.. boo! Happy Birthday Bryan!
Oh.. this is so random~! was browsing through my phone card.. I realised how much I miss O' Briens!!!!!!! hahahaha... These Bry-iens really eating me up! hahaha!

*tired and needs lotsa rest*

PROUD

This is my first finalised 3D work after 4 days working in WhiteBoard Studio.. it's so cool! haha.. the Watch Shop is finalised too! hehe.. but no image here! XP!!

Just back from JoWeng's 21st Birthday Party.. Happy Birthday bro! I went with Bryan and Adrian.. hm.. met up with Sioki.. had a nice chat with her~ hehe.. I'm gonna rest now.. Kinda tired from work and partay just now~ not to mention Bryan's jokes and his ever-lasting craving for McD.. we went McD after the party.. hmm....

*still laughing on Bryan jokes!*

First times..

Look at that!!
Ha.. Ha.. can you believe it! it's my first dance class! huhu! HipHop some more.. I went to watch Sepi on Monday with Bryan at One Utama.. it's indeed one of the best Malay movies so far! Heart-felt! nice! and yes! apparently, as expected, we are the only Chinese in the cinema hall! haha... Then met up Adrian and got drag along to Smash Studio in Kota Damansara for Bryan's dance class.. haha.. His students are all working ladies.. it was really nice! He's a great instructor.. the moves just got me Scrambled! haha!

Today is my first day of work! White Board Studio is indeed a very very nice place! haven't explore all the materials in that place yet.. but I'm sure I'll learn a lot! and make sure this time I'll get V-ray! haha.. It was my first day and I am working on a project today by myself! It's a Watch Shop for Red Army Watches.. hehe! My colleagues are all my age, and all are from MIA.. they're really nice~ all of them just graduated too! hmm.. at least got wavelength la! haha.. I got my own table, own desktop~ too bad can't online from my desktop! heish! huhu!

After work, went out with Bryan and Adrian again in Curve and we went for dinner and scouted for JoWeng's birthday present.. going for his 21stPartay this Friday.. hmm.. the theme is Red&Black.. so chic uh? hmm.. talkin about that.. I haven't plan what to wear! haha... gotta rest early tonight! don't wanna yawn in the office!

*so happy!*

If tablets are like cereals...


It's the time of the year for me to have some extra spice in life.. High fever I'm talking about.. had it on Thursday.. Aunty GimSai nursed me well, I got fine and was on the roll whole Friday buying stuffs and doing decorations for the GYM Feast.. Even was fine for 'Wanted' in Pavilion~ haha..

Came Saturday morning, I was shivering the whole night.. and the temperature's rising up badly! I was energy-drained.. totally bad condition.. was so worried coz I'll have to be healthy and fit to start work on Tuesday and furthermore, I have an event on Saturday night to manage - GYM Feast.. Went to see doctor.. got medication and I swear! the tablets are HUGE! gosh.. I need to swallow like 7 big tablets in one go! I feel like puking swallowing them coz one of them has this pungent smell I hatE! yuck!

GYM Feast just over.. Thank god it's over.. the whole thing was okay.. not that great~ hmm.. people just came for food! ergh! anyways.. at least they made new friends.. I do~ huhu! hmm.. Gonna rest early and hope everything will be fine! I need to be well! Got choir practice tomorrow, Monday's my only time to buy things and go out, Tuesday gonna start work! have to remember to search for WhiteBoard Studio a day before going to work! haha.. gonna be a rough day!

*still having fever and gastric*

Ayam Tuai?

Look! What a cute way to sell chicken! It's so so cute! Those cocks being wrap like spring rolls and arrayed nicely.. You surely don't find this anywhere else except Sibu.. :) and wth is Ayam Tuai? Harvested chicken? hmm...

Going off for Scrabble session now.. ciaoz~

*Picture taken by Stevie*