Fuuhh!

It has been a pretty up and down week for me.. one day it's good, superbly awesome and the other day is like down to hell!

Had some rough time making decisions after decisions.. mainly about work, life and health.. it's not easy I would say.. People around me are supportive and really made me went through these hardships and I really wanna thank them deep down from my heart.. you know who you are..

I'm leaving office end of this month and I have 4 more days to spend in the office learning and gaining experience.. and 4 more days before I start missing my colleagues.. It'll be kinda awkward not waking up in the morning, dress up and drive to work.. coz it has been a routine for me for two months.. It's sad thinking that I have to leave so soon.. My thought of working for an additional month did not came through as I decided to take a break before the semester starts and I wanted to go to Singapore for a vacation on my own..

But to vanquish the un-wonderful feeling, my laptop is arriving in one of these days! Can't wait..!!! I got my baby a pet.. a very nice white mouse! huhu.. I hope they'll work together well~ Planning to get my baby some clothings to avoid him/her getting bruises too! :P *right! I have not think of a gender for my baby~

I'm not feeling so well these days.. and today, having headache again.. contemplating of taking an MC tomorrow to get a good rest as these weekend have been HECTIC for me.. Oh! had the best steamboat at home just now.. prepared by muah~ :P everyone enjoyed it.. will post pictures in FB~ so yummy you'll salivate! :P

Gotta have a good rest hoping I'll be fine tomorrow...

Random : Miss my buddies lots! Gotta find time to catch up with them~

*bloated*

i am so stupid

Oh gosh!!!! I feel so DUMB and STUPID now!

I confirmed the laptop online purchase thingy without checking the color properly!!!!! arGH!!!

Alright... I did the first time meticulously trying to avoid any errors.. typed all the info in nicely with the credit card no and all.. then -Page couldn't be displayed- err...

Tried second time.. SAME thing! then 3rd time.. phone number wrong~

4th time.. didnt change the color~ so smart! now I am getting the colour I don't really like! arghh!! worry ler... gotta call the customer service exactly 8.30 am tomorrow morning! how can I be so carelesS!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

*I don't think I can sleep tonight!*

first "oh-shit-i-am-fucking-tagged" post

Instructions:

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What plans do I have to jumpstart my career?
work my ass off and be really absorbent to accept new ideas and generate better understanding in my field

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
Scrabble and Cooking

3. What kind of news do you read?

Sports and Gossips

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
My waistline! LOL.. been yearning for a size 30 and I missed out by an extra inch! all the time! ergh! so it's okay to get fat if you could eat anything you WANT!

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
No

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

NO! trauma baby!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Sanity

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
Finish this thingy and sleep!

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

It depends.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Crazy, Cheeky, Cheerful!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Everything my other half has yet to become <- I think nothing could replace this answer by the person who tagged me! :P

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Hygiene!

13. What are the characteristics of your dream job?
Not under supervision, generates income like a powerplant and having cool colleagues! but I do have to bear the cost of stress~

14. if you had a choice to choose between saving yourself or the person you love the most, who would it be? and Why?

It's so Cinderella-cum-Snow-White.. I don't believe in fairy tales.. and I would save my bloody ass first before I could save someone.. Don't wanna kill both!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
neither.. I don't wanna be rich and sad.. or poor and happy.. i wanna be just AVERAGE...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Impatience

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Bryan

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years’ time?
having my own company, condo and car

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I make people laugh and can be annoying sometimes! :) *smirk*

20. If you can bring only ONE thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
Memories

Tag

Adelyn Tam

Claire Chan

Zizi

Huey Juen

Pikey

*off to bed.. it's frrwwweeaaakkkiiiinnnn' 1 a.m!*

200

Yay! I finally reached my 200th post! huhu!

Been a rough week~ Yes! I mean REAL ROUGH! Don't like it...

My mind's still bit lost over a few irrelevant things I've been putting my head into these days and it's not nice.. Killing me bit by bit! ergh! I hate it a lot!

I need God's blessings and guidance.. yet.. Why am I not surrendering my all to him? I hate myself sometimes!

Gotta beat around the mulberry bush for just ten more days! and YAY! I'm free~ Gotta take a VERY GOOD rest before I start college.. It's gonna be so swift... BAM BAM BAM! work it Martin!!

*work in 40 mins*

i need my guardian angel lord

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

How true can horoscopes be sometimes... but I am so into the line I highlighted green~ LOL.. it's so true.. being KIASU! LOL.. and the line I highlighted red.. it's even more true! haaha

I'm torn between two huge things now.. and I really need to sit down and think over them.. It's eating me up! I don't like it.. I need support from friends or whoever it is but it's hard to meet up with friends nowadays due to workloads and laziness.. hmm.. All I could do is pray to the Lord and ask for his mercy and love.. Praise the Lord for giving me life till this day..

I've been having gastric each time after meal.. It's so fucking annoying! Coz I can't fill up my tummy and I get hungry very easily! erghh!! To add salt to sore wound, my wisdom tooth is growing and it's giving me hard time to chew! Erghh!! and the best thing out of all, to top the icing on the 'cake' was the stupid ulcers popping out on my tongue!! ERGHh!!! So SO unlucky!

*going to work*

proudly presents...

Set up in JW Marriot Hotel

Ta daa! The first stand completed

The minirack in Cheras Furniture City.. exact prototype in MV and OU too..

Okay.. it might not appear that impressive due to so many things.. the first stage of the design was awesome I would say.. but working with a revengeful client.. it's like boiling in hell~ The execution wasn't that good due to time constraint.. it's like building a final model in two days.. you know what I mean~ I prefer black with glowing red wordings.. but the client loves white background with red wordings.. what to do...

Okay.. Today was awesome! Me and my boss went to 4 different places to settle the HITACHI stuff.. The wordings you see on the mini white rack? It's sticker.. and we have to stick on every stand sent... namely One Utama, Mid Valley and Cheras Furniture City.. so was driving round town today.. After that, we went to Pavilion to do site survey in Harvey Norman and Bonia.. It was so cool.. we went to various Interior Design shops and furniture shops and my boss kept feeding my with design tips and information.. I learnt a lot today! Met Keith today and man! he's a darn good sales person! and the products in the shop he's working in is impressive! At least my boss was attracted~ haha..

Been a long day.. out since 2pm till 8pm.. gotta get a good rest today!

*i haven't fix my car! BUMMER!*

How Great Thou Art

This is so random~

I met an accident yesterday and my car french-kissed a Mercedez Benz!!!! It happened in a flash.. like out of a sudden there's this car jutting out of no where.. it's a one way street and it's my road.. and it happen right in front of my office.. Thank God by colleagues were there and my boss in an instant drove back and try to settle the hoohaa for me.. The guy was okay.. coz it's hard to tell who's fault was it... BUMMER! I'm going to spend all my salary on that car repair~ ergh! hate it when things like that happen... it always happen when I already plan on what to do with the extra cash! now everything have to cancel! Why must it happen on me? Why must it be yesterday! haihz...

I so so tak suka la... Anyway.. I'm perfectly fine.. just the car's skirting koyak and the right signal light came off... dent a lil'.. so.. I'm gonna change the skirting.. fix the light back in.. give it a good knock! and have it sprayed and it'll look good again~ I hope my dad won't notice.. I didn't wanna tell him coz of some issues.. blog readers.. shhh!!!!!!!!

*feels so unlucky and moody*

blink blink

YAY!

I added another star to my portfolio.. The materialisation of your hardwork if just plan satisfying.. I'm just on cloud nine looking at the product.. Overall, I think I did a good job..

Oh.. today's something new for me.. I was on duty as a beauty shoot photographer.. LOL.. and it's not for models or customers of that cosmetic store but for the media representatives.. It's nice meeting the people behind Her World, Sisters Magazine, Female Magazine, The Star and other people from the press and learn how an interview process and a launching of a new brand is being carried out.. It's all about building contacts.. exchanging namecards and making new connections.. I myself did caught a few tips observing how people talk and introduce their products.. But in the end of the day.. it's all about making people happy with their beauty shot..

Was supposed to watch The Mummy Returned with colleagues and boss but two of the girls were ill and we canceled the plan.. so sad.. Friday night's empty now.. how sad.. I treated myself with a Gold Medal Meal.. :) Oh.. I got a goodie bag too! and it's full of cosmetics.. LOL..

*I am really missing someone*