I was just wondering why I don't get PASSERSBY last time but recently? The suddenness of immense people coming into my blog is crazy! Should I seek help from nuffnang.com? I should blog more often.. a lot of random readers lecturing me about law! wow..
It's nature for TRUE friends to stand up for TRUE friends. Some bitches still don't know the real meaning of the term bitch! If these so-called-bitches keep on reacting like this, they'll be bitches for good! So what if my bestie is the Queen of all Bitches? I still love her!
Go on... KMA!!!
p/s : The pot IS calling the kettle black!
I wonder...
eerie storie..
I finally went to Cell Group after so long!! Hm.. This time it was social night with the rest at Cornelia's place. I prepared my signature egg and peanut butter sandwich spread and bought two types of cold meat, romaine and a loaf of whole meal with mustard sauce! haha.. It was a sumptuous Easter party cum dinner thingy. LOL...
After meals, we had some Taboo games and had lotsa fun.. But the climax of CG today was sharing ghost stories and experiences among the rest. Cornelia's story was the most moving one, sharing how she went through so much in Australia when she was all alone with no one to help her dealing with those spirits. To think about it, mine is just a minor thing. I hope I don't bump into one anytime soon. Regardless, had a good laugh sharing the most embarassing moments and the most stupid moments, etc..
Contemplating to whether sleepover at Mel's place or not.. So tempting..
p/s : Fried Assam Laksa for lunch tomorrow, no?
Oh Happy Day...
Sister Act brought us closer to the true essence of Gospel and Soul. It made me smile listening to Oh Happy Day. So I went Google.com and searched for some smiley faces and I found cute ones like these! The 3rd one was tagged "the fucking smiling face!" LOLz.. wonder what it means! It just reminds me of the Easter Eggs they painted. Esp Adelyn's constipated egg. LOL..
Last night's turmoil was a true stand up action and I'm glad I'm part of it. It's great humor don't you think so? I laughed throughout the whole debating session. Puny constructed, flimsy snakey, gay together! WTF! hmm.. I can tell you they're hella bunch of crafty people. :) Nevertheless.. it's part and parcel of life when arguments happened and people misunderstand your action as something otherwise. Point is, you chose the wrong person to mess up with. I'm no meek person, that I know!
p/s : outing.. yay! adios amigos! Oh Happy Day....
I see......
I am the blacksheep now. Since the scapegoat was warned not to be the noble messenger, I've not been told things I don't know. And the peculiar awkwardness at home has unfold itself. In my point of view, it's good to let others know what the real issues are. There's no point hiding it from the other parties as what I am saying is the truth. Call me irresponsible, call me rude, call me naive, call me intolerable. Spilled beans, who bothers picking them up? If you have things to clarify with me, come forward and look into my eyes and blurt out your disputes. Don't show me faces and pretend nothing happened.
Wow, it seems like my blog is the only way for me to communicate to some people I see everyday. Hm.. how humourous can that be? Probably, I'm just being cynical~
I try to let go of some issues I kept for quite some time. And when I do, it's really when I cannot stand anymore and it's normally eruptive and explosively a big bad bang! Now, the question is; should I apologise? *shaking my head*
The feeling of being left out in every thing is something nightmarish you can never imagine. Bickering and whispering without you being able to participate worries me sometimes. I think I need to be adapted to these sort of situations as I'll be living alone soon. Wondering if it's a good or bad thing. *I wonder*
These days I could see shadows in the house. I don't know if my spirit and faith is at the lowest level or it's just my imagination. But I know it's starting to be more frequent. I don't like it. I pray everything would be okay again. I'm having insomnia again this time. And I'm still procrastinating my work. I hate myself for this! Urgh!
p/s : Where are my friends when I need them the most? Did I waste my 20 years of life making friends who only find you when they need you?
what coincidence....
I had a good sleep last night. Went to my cousin's newly renovated apartment. Had a nice chat, nice new mattress! It dissolves all conniption I was dealing with earlier. My working drawing isn't that bad after all. I'm satisfied! That should now stop me from working even more. But probably one day rest? or two, no?
I was browsing through some facebook application when I bumped into this! what coincidence.. the selection of friends by the facebook website application was as if it was pre-planned. All are I-won't-trade-them-for-all-treasure-of-the-earth friends! :) Glad I noticed it, it shows I have extra time to look into details~ LOL
Now when I'm feeling much better, my tummy aches! hmm.. Stooppid! Just when I thought my throat is fine enough to wack Spicy food, this tummy buat hal pulak!
The house atmosphere's not right. I think someone in the house might have read my blog. Cani's has been asking my blog address out of a sudden. I sensed something fishy. Argh! who bothers? Do I look like I care? , no?
p/s : meeting Joan and Sharon, the two cha bohs for lunch at PicaD! chao!
stop being a bitch!
This week had been pretty rough for me. I need anger management classes for goodness sake. It seems like the world is so against me that everything that I do and decided on turned their backs on me! I apologize if I lashed out at you at times when I'm really at the verge of explosion because I really didn't mean to. My emotions got me going the wrong way. I shall explain....
#1 Persons
I hate how people can be so annoying and not understanding in terms of privacy, sharing and togetherness. In a household, things that are meant for sharing should be used and utilised equally. Who cares if you bloody need to use it? Wait for your turn! Don't show me bitch faces and all those fucking facial expressions just because you need to use it urgently! I bloody waited almost everyday and when I got to use it at last, I got the blame for interrupting your perfect plans~ Do I look like I care? You just justify my decision to move out of this place!
I hate being in large groups of massive numbers. Food are meant to be enjoyed and eaten with joy and contention. When the group seems to be like a pasar malam; yes, you're so getting on my nerves! What's the point joining tables after tables when we still communicate, talk, eat and settle the bills differently? And for goodness sake, grow up and know what you're ordering and be alert! Don't let the poor waiter stand there like a fool repeating your bloody order again and again and you not responding to the waiters' call. I just sometimes don't get it. I might be the youngest there but I really hate noises and immense density of crowds. It really turns me off and agitates my boiling point!
I have a room but I don't have a room. I don't know. These days seemed to me as if I am renting the living room and the toilet. I get annoyed when I have to change in the toilet when I need to go out. My jeans get wet!!! I am annoyed when I couldn't undress myself in my own rented room because there's a girl there. Well, sometimes I just don't care. I hate it when I need to scavenge for clothes like a blind man in the dark because the other party is sleeping. And mind you, my room is very very dark at all times! Somehow, I just justified my point getting a new place! I hope I can just pack and leave now! Sick and tired of this household! It's killing me!
I got up today morning with a huge bang of sounds. Thinking it was already noon, I got up to realise it's just 11am. I went to brush my teeth and check on the washing machine to find out there's someone else using it. Been a week since I wanted to wash my clothes and it's always being used and my clothes are piling up like a mountain! Last night after mass and dinner, I came back with the washing machine in used till 2.30am! and all the water left to drink was at at least 80C!! Some bitch just being so inconsiderate, filling all her 2L bottles full and leave it on the kitchen tabletop beside the boiling kettle. Such a bitch, she leave only hot hot water in the jars. Being thirsty, I can't help it but to drink hot water. How great~ *I j-u-s-t-b-u-r-n-e-d-m-y-s-e-l-f! bitch!*
#2 CAD
I am really sick and tired of my work. As far as I know I can complete them, they are being so annoying; hindering me from doing things I wanted to do. I just can't wait to get over all these nonsense. I can sigh all I want but things have to be completed on time! And all is left is a little more perseverence, a little more hardwork and that little bit of push in the ass to stay focused!
#3 Facial Hair!
It's growing rapid rapid rapid-LY again!!! arghh!! I need to shave everyday again! Aku benci! Why must the threading shop closed down!? stooopid!!!
# Myself
When I get angry, it shows very obviously and people know! And I tend to hurt people. Esp with my big fat mouth! That is why lesson learnt, and I tend to be quiet when I am pissed off! When I do so, people kept asking me what's wrong and it annoys me even more! Can't you bloody see my bloody face how fucking pissed I am with you!? Now don't get me started!
I know this post is pretty much throwing tantrum, but at least I am throwing it on my keyboard and not you! I am taught to be much more reserved in terms of my temper. Been there done that, I'd flipped over tables, throw chairs, bang the door, break things, slap some bitches faces, punch someone in the face~ God knows what I might do next. So fuck off!
*I'm only refering this post to certain people who have twitched my anger button on. Be gone! You're all in my I-hate-you-even-more-now list! God bless have a nice day!*
i h-e-a-r-t the new look!
After several weeks of construction works, and us being in the "Crypt" (basement) for mass, we finally moved back into the church. It looks magnificent! I love it!!!
I'm still procrastinating my work very much that it's not even 5% complete. I'm so dead! I am bored and sick of this project! It feels like aeons!!!!!!
p/s : Can I go out please....
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