Seriously, some of you might think that I have no life. I truly admits that my life is quite pathetic, sharing a room with a couple; having no sense of who I am as a person; always heading home after class; social life lingers around the same few people; etc etc...
Dalfred, a model friend of mine who stands at 181cm tall said that he consider himself short among his friends. OMGOSH! Are his friends trees? I'm barely 170cm and and he is saying that he is short at 181cm? I'm a bloody midget then! I drew him that ultraman on MSN. How cute?! :D
Yes, it's very lame, I know. That's what happened when I am very very bored, sitting on the couch whole day glaring at the laptop screen while trying to figure out what to do with my sketchbook.
I'll go cranky soon! Trust me.. I am already~
*I'm still ignoring.. I don't know why~
when I am bored...
that is it!
FINE! So everyone is trying to go against me right now is it?!
This is so gonna be war!
You are so messing with the wrong person!
*I see fire in my eyes!*
tweezzerr...
10 Reasons Why You Should Date an Architect
1. All night long, all night strong.
2. We are damn good with our hands.
3. If we can commit to chipboard, relationships should be easy.
4. You should see the things we erect.
5. Use to doing things over and over again.
6. Finishing early never happens.
7. We know the true meaning of interpretation.
8. Creative positioning.
9. Work well in groups.
10. Entry and passage are always exciting.
*it's so bloody true....*
p/s : I'm still emo-ing...
it sucks big time!
What happened when you suddenly felt you're in a situation which is very much against you?
What would you do?
I felt hatred and disgust gushed into my soul today. I felt the world is so against me, everything done was wrong. I hate myself!
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I have no other wish but to get a place of my own. I wanted the sense of being all by myself all alone. I could go to bed anytime and anyhow I want without needing to care for another person. I can sleep naked without hesitation. But all these are wild thoughts which will not happen in this time frame. The type of people I want to stay with is so much in contrast with the people I lived in now. Being outgoing, fun even though there's an exam coming along, naughty, less naive, WILD! Sometimes I wish they would grow up. It's not that I'm saying I'm bloody mature compared to them but it's the level of sensitivity in the house that is not appropriate at this age.
I felt there's no fun in life if my pathway did not collide with Joan, Janice, Jacqueline, Henry and Sharon. And Melinda too; being a rare case that our pathways crossed the very moment I came out of my mother's womb. These are the several few people I really clicked with and would like to still hangout with them in decades to come. All I can think of is that my life would be shared with all of them.
I'm writing this post because I have nothing better to do and because I am really tired of the norms of life. Being a student is so much fun and relaxing, one would say but for me, I am not savouring every moment of it. It suck big time! Life sucks big time too! So what's the big deal now? Piece of crap~
p/s : the mosquitos are annoying!! I killed 5 already writing through the blog!! *smack* Oh, another's dead!
It's just Valentines'
Being single is my forte I would say as I don't see the need to be in a serious relationship at this point of time. I have many similar questions being thrown at me asking me why am I not in a relationship right now. My answer would be I'm not ready! I'm not stable financially, even my career is not affirmed, I'm still struggling to support myself and it is not easy to support another person. It is said that a relationship is a sharing of happiness and burdens, the ups and downs, etc but that would be all the love promises and diabetic oaths during the first few months of the relationship. After that, it's not the same anymore!
For everything there is a season under heaven Ecclesiastes 3:1
Adrian gave me a piece of leaflet yesterday which talks about the 8 Simple Rules of Dating the damn-Catholic way! I would say the whole thing encourages Catholic men to be boring lovers, unexciting male companion and the worst kissers. That is what I personally felt after reading it. All dating must end up with the Holy Matrimony. One of the rules stated, #2 DON'T DATE FOR EXPERIENCE - If you don't date for bloody experience, how would you know what kind or type of guy or girl you'll like? and what kind of lover you are? For me, dating is a part of exploration and finding who you really are; what kinda person you are inside out and what kinda person you're really looking for. Not all men or women are lucky enough to find the right one and hit bulls eye with ONE attempt. That's bloody heroic but life ain't a fairytale.
Don't go after your lusts but keep them in check Sirach 18:30
After reading the whole leaflet, GirlS! Catholic men are really holy people! Don't expect surprises and sparks in relationship coz we can't kiss, we can't go near you to avoid temptation, we cannot cohabit because it might lead to sex, we are inexperience coz we cannot date for experience and you bloody need to wait for 2 years at least before you can marry them! LOL.. Sorry I have say this because I don't agree on the gist of the leaflet pretty much~ End of story...
p/s : Anyone interested to get a copy of these 8 Simple Rules, please contact me directly for a free copy! :)
A lil of everything
Beautiful view from the peak of Heeren Street - the towers from the Chee Family's Mansion
I had fun reminiscing the good old days when I helped my late grandma make kuih kapit..
And you have to believe me that assignments is NOT fun at all! The sectional model is up for evaluation and it is another chapter of a new stage now. It's prototype week! How 'fun'! I'm missing a lot of other fun when doing this. I wanna go Kelantan and Terengganu and the submission have to clash with the vacation dates! URGH!!! Aku benci!!!I miss making kuih kapit/kuih belanda(Peranakan name)/love letters.... suddenly, all the cooking tips from my grandmother gushed out of that little space I kept muted since 10 years ago. I suddenly missed her. With more memories spat out, I'm missing home, missing Babi Masak Assam, missing Chap Chai, missing sambal belacan mum's style, missing so many things about home! I miss the nangka tree that bears the best nangka fruit!! I miss the smell of morning breeze back home. I miss my family most importantly.
I think I'm having that one day when emotions took over the conscience. I need rest
p/s : I hate deadlines! I so hate deadlines! I'm sacrificing an Awana Kijal stay for free coz of deadlines!!! FUCK!
good ol' malacca
Despite hating the traffic and weather in Malacca, I must admit, there's no place like home.
That weekend brought together five people closer and stronger in chemistry. It was a humble breakaway from KL city when Henry and Jac decides to visit Malacca. Missing the Ayer Keroh exit was an irony with 3 out of 4 passengers in the car hails from Malacca - at least for goodness sake stayed in Malacca before or part of their family rooted in Malacca. Henry finally understood the grievances of my complaints about Malacca traffic when we arrive in Malacca town. Picked up Jasmine and we were just in time for lunch at my place. Mom was more than happy to welcome all of them with a sumptous lunch. Mom really cooked a lot. Everyone was indulging into true Peranakan dishes which you couldn't find anywhere else unless you know someone with the Peranakan blood. When everyone is already bloated, it is Coconut drinking session. Mom plucked the best ripe coconuts while dad chopped them open for a soothing dessert in a hot environment. Despire being in the kampung, I would say, even the trees and greeneries around my house are not helping in cooling down the temperature of the space.
Lunch over and we headed back to Jasmine's place to put our stuff in the guest room before venturing into her ancestral authentic Peranakan house. It was jaw-cracking! amazing amazing architecture from the past and I was truly blown away. The amount of precious things in the place is indescribable - all thanks to her ancestors for being such smart asses when most of the Malaccans are trying to kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang during postwar period.
Mesmerization moment's over and we headed down to Jonker Street for the famous dessert - Cendol. Had a blast! Everyone's bloated again~ After we had our cendol, we went for Satay Celup and several other places before southing to Pantai Kundur.
Went to church the next morning before heading back to Jasmine's place for oh-my-god-the-best!!!-ever Mee Siam I've tasted. It was so yummy, Joan finished the whole bowl of gravy left for the Mee Siam - minus the noodles! Sheish! After that, we headed back to my place to get my stuff before going back to Kuala Lumpur. On the way, we stopped by a shop in Tengkera for Tai Bak, ABC and Kueh Badak. It was just a simple soothing dessert perfect for such a hot weather.
Reached Kuala Lumpur with smooth traffic surprisingly on the Sunday before the end of school holidays. Went Pavilion for a simple movie - All's Well Ends Well. It was stupidity to the max! No gist but some parts were undeniably funny. After movies, we headed to SS2 for a quick bite before heading home with overloaded stomach and happy memories!
I lophe you guys! All of you!! I had a great time! LOPHE!!! :)
p/s : Assignment's next.. chao!
ASTAR Scrabble Challenge International
It was indeed a gruelling 7-game tournament, being one of the hardest and experiencing the most nerve-wrecking moments. With so much of prize money at stake, it was indeed nail-biting to watch the outcome of every games. This time around, top Thai Juniors Chaiwat and Thacha payed ASCI 09 a visit coming full throttle to win the top prize. Singapore's WYSC 2007 Champion - Toh Wei Bin made a partnership with SPEC's Ian Tay while Malaysia's hope lies on top seeds; WYSC 2008 first and second runners-up, Khoo Beng Way and Ramaraj. The other tough-dough was Karl Chin and Brian Lim from SPEC, Johor. I partnered Leroy Ong (Melaka Boleh!) in hope of that RM7000. *I came in second last year with Aaron Chong*
The hall was just freakin' cold as the temperature of the centralized air-conditioned space was not controlable. Everyone was embracing themselves through the game. I was dramatically chattering! Some of the upsets include a 2-0 victory over Ramaraj and Beng Way. It came from inter-school long-lost veterans - Benjamin Ong and Sui-Jon. Beng Way also lost to Mohd Khairi, CNY Tourney 09 Intermediate runner-up. However, despite the unexpected losses, KBW and Ramaraj managed to pip Wei Bin and Ian Tay for 3rd place with an extra pinch of spread. Wei Bin and Ian was the overnight leaders until they lost 2-0 to the Thais to drop to 4th place. My team came in second behind the Thais. Well, here's my review on my games.
#Game 1
Opponent : Syahilla
I won't say much because she is still a newbie and I am pleased I played a clean game! I made a nice found in the first move hooking the R to form AIRDROME. Played 3 more bingos - FLIRTIER, DRAGONET and SORBENT.
Score : 567 - 230
#Game 2
Opponent : Ruzaini
This game I played 2 non-words but was not challenged. I got confused with ROADIST* and ROADIES. Played ROADIST* through the 4-timer. Played WEEDIEST and FATIGUE to seal the game with a huge +414 spread. He said he was too cold to think. I am too~
Score : 602 - 188
#Game 3
Opponent : Toh Wei Bin
This is where the real challenge begins. After getting enough cushion to retaliate any possible damage, I played TWB. I was struggling with bad tiles, drawing 4Is and unfriendly combinations. Was trailing all the way with him played LEAFIER and URETERS. Almost to the end, my rack was BELNPT?. Hooking the OI, I managed to find POINTABLE and BLUEPOINT but I wasn't sure of BLUEPOINT. Hastily, I played POINTABLE and it was challenged. +5! :) This game is totally his since the beginning.
Score : 353 - 450
#Game 4
Opponent : Khoo Beng Way
This is another tough cookie! Having lost to him on several occasions, I have no confident whatsoever to win. I played my normal game trying to score maximum on every move. He leapt away with COTTAGE and BAPTISE. I played a 3-timer RECLINES and played big scored with Z, X and J. A phoney by KBW cost him the game when he played HUCKED*. At that time, I was struggling with 4 annoying I s. I tried balancing my rack and scoring maximum to not fall behind. I drew the final blank and played a bingo DRIFTED to win the game by mere 8 points.
Score : 404 - 396
#Game 5
Opponent : Mohd Khairi
He scared me a little scoring huge scores in the first 5 moves before he started fishing for a bingo - TRITONE. I played DISSEND* but was not challenged. He then played a phoney LEASURER* which was challenge off. I smacked him with SINTERY(86) and COZ(56) to seal the game.
Score : 484 - 335
#Game 6
Opponent : Toh Wei Bin
First game of the repeats, we met Wei Bin again. I prayed hard that Leroy would beat Ian Tay again after a superb showing in Game 3. Again! I got really bad tiles with only one small scoring bingo STOOLIES (58). He played PURCHASE (110), SUNDIAL (85) and DOWELING (82) and won the game by a huge margin. I was worried and devastated! But Leroy managed to beat Ian again! yay!
Score : 338 - 552
#Game 7
Opponent : Karl Chin
It's the last game. It's do or DIE! At this point, there's no clear winner. Anyone had the change to have a podium finish. Karl started off with PLANETS (74) and he said sorry. I was having AEEGIU? in my rack to hastilily play EUGLENIA*(82) to reach the 4-timer. I was pretty sure but the real word is EUGENIA! Urgh.. the word was challenged off! Having the same spot blocked for EULOGIAE, I played EUGARIES (62) to open up a chance for a niner. My next move was GROOMING (82) but he smacked me back with SMELLIER (68). He then made a huge mistake by opening the board for me to fit my VAUNTIER (82) perfectly. He retaliated with TACONITE (75). At this time, the scores were even. I had a series of maximum scores AUK (35), SIX (47), DRY (43), JERID (39), ZEA (32), FEW (27) and DIVS (56). He has relatively lower scores and I won by a +71 margin. Leroy was slaugthered by Brian Lim quite badly in the last game. I was very pleased with my game.
Score : 505 - 434
Click here my gambar glamour~
Overall, me and Leroy lost 2 games each for a combined 10 points to clinch 2nd spot. Thanks Leroy for a wonderful feat! Since this is my last year in a varsity, it was good money! I should be doing my model but it's still on 2D form right now. Oh gosh, I so need a spanking right now!
*exhausted*
p/s : will update the Malacca trip in the next post.
