The moment I started to savour the joy of freedom from assignments and Christmas cheer, I caught cold, a very bad one which led to a super high fever the very next day. It went close to 39 degree Celsius and I was barely able to walk, talk or move a bit. I was basically lying on the bed like a dead body. Doctor said I had a very high fever which lead to the aching of the whole body and a very bad inflamed throat. Anyway, I'm feeling much better now. The fact that I'm able to blog explains that I'm doing good. I'm on medication right now. Bloody huge pills to swallow and I'm sounding very much sexy~ :P
I will miss several caroling sessions. I hated that! So so much! Hm.. As for now, I'm determined to keep myself healthy so that I'll heal faster to resume my Christmas joy with the others! That reminds me that I'll have to finish up my dissertation for complete freedom! :D
Talking about multitasking, I thought I was good at it which led to a conclusion that men multitask well too! However, I think I'll take that back for once. Went to the market this morning to grab some groceries as I'm craving for food after a whole day void of solid meal. While walking back to my car, I saw this man driving and he almost banged me! Gosh.. and to notice that he is carrying a baby on this left hand and talking on the phone on this right hand and the steering wheel was not attended! Total-screw-him-ly unmannered! Does he care about his baby or not?! Stupid fool! If he's less careful, he might just kill 3 souls. ME, the baby and himself! urgh!
I'm pretty much tight for these coming weeks. Taking a break from assignments, enjoying every bit of Christmas and practising and studying for my upcoming Scrabble tourney with RM7000 at stake! As for now, its resting time and Happy Holidays to everyone! Merry Christmas!
*resting = scrabble*
mistletoes and pills
I have a plan
Bloody hell I'm blogging again..I'm very very busy..
It's all because of procrastination...
and my insufficient concentration and motivation to work!
I'm being lazy...
Lost without inspiration and motivation...
I'm so in the mood for Christmas..
and the jolly good Holiday Season!
Not forgetting the Y.E.S!!
Blahh!! I hope I will be able to complete the work...
Patrik told me..
Promise myself to give priority to my assignments..
to honour those words...
to respect the things I promised myself...
don't hope but believe that I can!
and things will turn out good..
Gosh! I wish I have an extra pair of hands coz one aint enough!
I can't wait to see my Churchmates again!
I can't wait to go to Caroling...!
I can't wait for Christmas...!
I can't wait for Cameron...!
I can't wait for Cuti!
After all, it's just Interim Crit.. I'll chill.. zzzz
*I'm so gonna be dead Thursday! DOOMED! Anyone wanna RIP with me?*
Party till 5..
Penang trip canceled.. yea..
Party till 5.. make that AM and PM..
It's been a long weekend I would say. This weekend was a totally different weekend compared to any other weekend I had. Briefly, it was packed with itineraries of all sort - Caroling at the Old Folks home, orphanages, IKANO, sinful dinners at My Elephant and Fireman, breakfast at Raju's (crazy fried chicken is RM 5/pc and roti telur is RM 2.40/pc), late supper at Jinjang BKT, loosen myself in Poppy Garden till 3 a.m, and attended Kristie's teaparty in Damansara Perdana. Nevertheless, I spent extraordinary time with my close friends and churchmates and gotta to know them better and got closer.
I must highlight that I was really pissed but sympathetic at the same time when I was at the Old Folk's home in Cheras. The living room is facing a cemetery! What an eyesore.. what a view?! - esp for an old man/woman to view such a sight. *sigh* The kids were really nice and fun to play with.
It's running pretty late and my mind's getting a lil cranky. Many things happened - sweet or sour and a combination of both, but I'm still contented with what happened regardless what the consequences are. I do things I want to do and not be instructed on what to do. I have a life of my own and if one doesn't like my lifestyle then go fuck yourself! I don't give a damn.
Ditching assignments had been a hobby since. Getting some sleep and do CAD before tutorials.. hopefully I could wake up! geez.. Toodles!
*readers, please yourself visible*
i have some lameness underneath
Cornelius tickled me hysterically last night.. So I thought why not share the lameness to the world~
What is the STRONGEST animal?
*Answer to be posted in the next update...*
she might appear meek but strong
Today is one of the least productive days I had as always. Started with a long sleep and a healthy breakfast, my laziness ate me up again. Later in the afternoon, I attended a seminar on colours by Denise Turner in college and it was seriously good! I was paying attention so futilely, I'm surprised! :D
Droplets of rain poured down harshly at about 5.30pm in the evening right after I reached home from college. I prayed so badly for the rain to stop but it didn't. And I was supposed to meet up with Joan for dinner at 6.30pm. Despite the rain, we went for dinner in Paramount Garden. So here's the thing; the gist of this post.
Joan ordered fish porridge while I ordered claypot chicken rice with extra salted fish. *yum* After we're bloated from the heavily-carb-ED meal, I saw this old lady making a living selling "Lor Bak", an assortment of deep fried meaty products with some special sauce. I just couldn't help myself to buy something from the poh poh. She look pretty meek and already touching 7 decades. I wonder if she is in pain because she's hunching with osteoporosis; a bad one mind you! And she reminds me of my late grandma. SO, I bloated myself even more with the otak-otak and fried meaty stuff I over-ordered and dragged Joan to eat with me. I just could not see an old person selling things. I will buy regardless of any products. Take it as a weakness but it's damn-it-ly true; I will buy. Hmm.. Aren't they suppose to enjoy life at this stage of life? Hmm.. I feel bad and sad for them. Where are their kids? How is she going to carry all those heavy stuff? Or wash the plates and utensils? Gosh! This is hurting me!
I am definitely not letting my mom being like this in the future! She'll get the luxury of life when she completely retires. Same thing applied to my dad. Hm.. I have to have a motivator to get my going in my assignments. Dang! Right after this slumber~ toodles!
*Can't wait for the shopping spree*
24.11.08
The morning sun tells a story,
rays of light so bright,
trying to make its way through the semi opaque curtains,
not a jolt nor a ring of sensation
could tell my soul, "it's a brand new day"
The morning sun tells another story,
it's time to start anew
trying to burn my spirit to jump off slumber
deep within my weak body
my soul wondered, "what happened yesterday?"
The morning sun tells yet another story,
it's time to remain in slumber
pondering what God's game plan
with a little jounce of vim
I covered my cold self, "it's time for rest"
*..headache..fever..sketches..dissertation..food..blogging..model..tired..sleepy..*
why am i still here?
Life could be so zig-zaggy sometimes, you wouldn't like it!Let's just put it this way. I met this girl couple of months ago in a party. She is fine, pretty shy in the beginning and she's just a friend's friend. This is when facebook comes in real handy. I got tagged in an album with pictures of the party and she instantly messaged me. To my surprise, I was like "..err... isn't this girl the girl I met in Jo's party?" Since then, things blossomed quite nicely and rather sweet I would say. Until one day, when gestures and gimmicks were interpreted wrongly that it turned out to be what might be a serious relationship. I was instantly drawn back because it was a huge commitment I wasn't ready to commit. I ain't gonna hurt a girl's heart if I weren't thinking thoroughly. With that, I gave the opportunity a go. It went away and never return.
Few days back, I received another facebook message from a girl I barely know. ( I don't even know why she's in my friends' list) In the second message, she gave me her phone number. Yes! Desperate I don't know but it certainly freaked me out a LOT! and it is actually quite a turn down. In fact it is a huge no-no for me. Not trying to generalise but why are these girls so daring and outspoken that their instant introduction would be, "You can call or sms me at 01x-xxxxxxx". I'm so not buying it.
People do ask me why, why don't I get a girlfriend. My housemates are pouring that sort of questions and it is now a chant! Blame me for being the only guy (just the two of us actually) left unattached after my roommate got hitched by my housemate. I seriously told them it is just a burden and commitment I am not ready to handle. I let opportunities go just like that without thinking if there's more to come or probably that last one I let go would be the last for me. Can that possibly happen? Am I doing the right thing? For now, I'll leave it at the hands of God.
"Our lives are like crossroads. He chose our paths and if our paths crossed, that is fate - God's will and God's wondrous work."
*I'll just head to bed right now. My mind's relieved.*
things i'm looking forward to....
2008 serves a beautiful array of life experiences I look forward to. I went through a lot of ups and downs in the earlier few months but I shook the bad off and embrace the good and now am more than happy to experience more excitements! Though I might sometimes whine about how bad I was with time management, how I could not cope with the ongoing assignments overlapping with the current stuffs I'm running, it is time for me to say "WHO CARES?! I JUST WANNA ENJOY LIFE WHEN I AM STILL BREATHING APIECE!" After all, assignments is not that stressful as I may put it sometimes. Really, there's actually sufficient time to complete everything while enjoying caroling practice in church 4 days a week and play Scrabble every night and day~ LOL
List of things I look forward to :
# Malacca Scrabble Open Challenge 2008
This tournament was initiated impromptu-ly after the Malaysian Nationals. A-two-month preparation saw every drop of hardwork being put into this tourney and it is definitely going to be a successful one! Let's hope it will not be in the red.
# Lifeline Caroling Project
Last year, I was brought closer to God and the Church through music. After my quite-active involvement in the Lifeline Music Ministry, I felt the sense of belonging to the Church and since then, I never hesitated to give the best I can to the Church, people in need and especially to the Almight GOD. I look forward for the great chemistry with the choir, good Christmas experience, visiting the orphanages and old folks, performing in commercial places - IKEA, IKANO, One Utama, One World, and also the yummy yummy sinful food! It's time to break the weighing scale!
# Christmas Holidays
It's the time of the year again to spend the joy of Xmas with friends and family before marking the end of 2008. *time flies so so fast!* The real meaning of Xmas is to give more than receiving. I feel more than happy to give my time and sing praises to God to collect enough proceedings for the needy. It really reflects the true meaning of Xmas. I can't wait to go back to Malacca too! It'll be superb! Shepherd pie... Sujee Cake...
... but for now, it'll be tutorials... will have to go see Ms Joanne later at 1am... And I'm still in the midst of completing..
*back to work right after this bowl of cereal*
